Have a Shay Day....
I abandoned myself at a very young age. Left myself flat. In my mind, I couldn't get life right. I didn't know this consciously back then. And now looking back, it's very clear to me. I abandoned myself at a very young age. I had a working mind, body, arms, legs, heart. I did not have one physical ailment except for my thinking, and I did not know this back then. Not one disability except cleary, my thinking. And I abandoned myself. I thought I was a body. I Put myself on the curb for garbage day. I was the dented can on the shelf at the grocery store that everyone put back because it was "damaged goods". I abandoned myself at a very young age. I took the way people behaved very personally. I made sense out of people, places and things by blaming myself. If it was my fault, then I could fix it. And when I couldn't fix it or get it right, I left myself high and dry. I stopped believing in people. I stopped believing in myself. I stopp