Days 21 thru 25 .... Yes it's over.
Perfect song for my food addiction: "Yes it's over, call it a day. Sorry that we had to end this way. No reason to pretend, we knew it had to end someday this way...." It's over. I don't need it anymore. It's not because I went and did a raw living foods program... I mean that's part of it, this process certainly has helped me to understand what it means to nurture and care for this body. It' my mind that no longer needs to stuff myself silly though. It's been 25 days since I've used food as a coping mechanism. I'm talking 25 days without torture that is. Oh sure, I've white knuckled it hundreds of times in my life, no joke. But it's been 25 days of not white knuckling it. No torture regarding food. I've had years upon years of yo-yo dieting. Years upon years of deciding one night that I will try a new diet and feeling the absolute high of the fantasy of "getting thin". FINALLY looking in a way that will hav