Try... Try Again...
Well... getting back on the wagon wasn't as easy as I thought it would be today. I got up, had my shake with blueberries and the intentions I had paved the road to hell!! My son was chosen to shoot a music video by two film students. My son is eleven and I went to watch. It was a true joy. I loved watching him in the creation of this life experience. But between you and me, I found myself a little jealous. I sat and watched as life just fell into place for him . Both his father and I were there. And while I became very still and present with my thoughts that were having me suffer, I thought "my life has fallen into place too, it just doesn't look the way you think it "should" look Stepharino". That's right, while I was having my internal selfish temper tantrum, I realized that Jonah was born at the very perfect time and his life is unfolding in the very perfect way.. and if this is true, then so is mine. I suppose that even though music is m