Will be back Sunday night....

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Have not been inpired to write in the past few days.  Jonah and I are headed to Boston for the weekend for my niece Mya's 11'th birthday.  I will write more on Sunday night when I am back.  I will leave you with a little somethin' somethin';

"As children bring their toys to us with tears for us to mend,
I brought my broken dreams to God because he was my friend.
And then instead of leaving him in peace to work alone,
I hung around and tried to help with ways that were my own.
At last I snatched them back and said "How could you be so slow?"
"My child" he said "What could I do?  You never did let go.""    - Anonymous

Much love.. Steph

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